BLOG3: Birthday Week

Day 8 June 25 2010 4:30 p.m.

For most people a Birthday is just one day. For some it's not important at all, and for others its the most important day of the year. And then there are those who are right in the middle... they make their Bday special but it's not the biggest thing and it's not the smallest thing either. Well, I fall under the second category of people... My birthday is my favorite day of the year. First off, I LOVE LOVE LOVE the summer, and while I have never had a school birthday thing. You know, when people give someone balloons and sing at lunchtime... I have always had some kind of … PARTY! (Cue dance music)

Summer is my ultimate, most favorite time of year. Waking up at the crack of dawn to birds chirping, seeing rainbows after a warm summer rain, Dancing in the warm summer rain, being outside all the time, wearing adorable and gorgeous summer outfits, finding a new style of clothes before the summer season, and most importantly: NO SCHOOL.
Sunglasses. Sand in your toes. Cold lemonade and Popsicles. Summer vacations. The beach. Friends. Summer Flings....
Let's face it, NOTHING can beat the summer.
I am a Sunshine Girl and I love being outside in nice weather. It's the best.

This year for summer, I reorganized my entire bedroom, and got rid of so many clothes because it's just that time. My Style has changed completely.
I got a pirm, a new bathing suit, went on an awesome retreat, and Unfortunately, (yes there is a downer here...) I have to get braces. But on the upside, It feels like a whole new me! A fresh start!
And Who doesn't love a fresh start?
No matter what age you are fresh starts are always a wonderful feeling. They can change everything. Fresh Starts can give us a confidence boost and we all need some of that from time to time.
So as you could imagine, for my first big summer adventure, I went all out.
Clothes, Shoes, Hair... and you know... the braces too. I felt fantastic and ready for anything, Especially... that's right....
MY BIRTHDAY
June 21st
The longest day of sunshine (Literally) and the first true day of summer.
For one of my presents, I got to see Hairspray at Toby's dinner theatre with my mom, last Friday.
IT WAS AWESOME!!!
The show was so much fun and they let you take home the glass cups if you get any special type of beverage! Exciting right?
So Anyways, That is what I consider the start of my birthday.
My bday can last an entire week, or month because I have to make the most of it. I DO Want to be young forever... but I also fully believe that with each new age, or new year, comes a whole new adventure. A whole new 365 days.
Which means, yes, I do have to make the most of crossing the bridge from 19 years to 20 years especially since I'm now completely out of my teenage years. Woohoo! That is definitely a milestone to celebrate.

So Let me break it down for you.

As I mentioned, Toby's was Friday Night and if you read my previous blog post, you'd know that Saturday wasn't the happiest day.
For those who haven't read it, Saturday I didn't get to go to the dog fest, because our family dog passed away at 17 years old... but I still did get to have some fun that day.
My family went to my cousins graduation party, despite the tragedy, which was nice. There is nothing like being with family to help you through the hard times.
Then Sunday was Father's day. I Love spending time with my dad on Father's day. It has always meant so much to me to share my birthday on or around this day.
We just had a relaxing day at the house. My whole family was together and honestly, we all just took naps. Funny right? It was just comforting to know we were all together. We also ate crabs, a family favorite, and dad opened presents. After dinner, we went out to Tutti Frutti for frozen yogurt, which I have to say, is my absolute FAVORITE. I highly recommend that if you haven't been, you should definitely go and try it. After FroYo, my parents allowed me to be the one to open the family presents at midnight, since it was finally...

MONDAY. MY BIRTHDAY. JUNE 21ST.

So For my birthday, I had some friends over. It was small. Just a few of my best friends.
Tuesday, I went to the carnival with my friend, Zhaklina.
Wednesday, I had dinner and went shopping with another friend.
Thursday, I went to the Carnival, AGAIN haha
And Finally, this brings us to Today, Friday.
I haven't done much today... I'm Just cleaning my room and will probably go to the carnival again tonight. I love the carnival, if you haven't noticed.
However, just because it is now Friday does not mean that my birthday is over yet. For me at least. I have plans this weekend too and am so happy with all the adventures thus far.
I can't believe I am two decades old! Wow!

I am sure most people don't make their birthdays last a week... But if you come across someone who does, just know that it's really special to that person. With all the crazy negative stuff in this world, trying to tear us down, it's important to allow people to cling to the things that they hold special to their hearts, even if it seems silly to you.
It is best to Have fun with life and enjoy every moment of it because even when you're sad, good things can happen if you let them. So Why sit around and mope, when you can make yourself happy and choose to have MANY special moments?
As Someone who has struggled with depression, I know it's not always changeable or controllable, and it is easier said then done. But when we push ourselves or surround ourselves with people who love us, we CAN and eventually WILL be able to CHOOSE JOY.
I've realized that after my previous breakup, I've had some AWESOME moments with my friends and family, who pushed, loved, and supported me all the way through.
Bad things can definitely be used for Good if you let them.
I encourage you to Try to see the good in everything, even when it seems Impossible. You know the word "Impossible," actually tells us "I'm Possible." Proof of finding the good in the bad.
Take every moment for all it's worth because every second is worth a thousand smiles! Cling to what you hold special in your heart because every Special moment lasts a lifetime. Furthermore, when you're sad or down just listen to your favorite song or try ro remember a positive memory, whether it be funny, or just special to you in some way. Thinking of these moments, listening to music, watching our favorite movies, and spending time with those we love is guaranteed to cheer us up eventually.
If all else fails, grab some tissues, your favorite sad movie, and some ice cream. Curl up on the couch and know that IT'S OKAY TO CRY.

Also remember this, I'm always here for you! Please reach out if you need someone to talk to.
I'll always be on your side!
Thanks for reading
Sunshine Out